To refocus on the positive, I made a list of "good things I accomplished this year" before I forgot everything over the summer. My mind tends to remember negatives much more vividly than positives, especially over time (I imagine this is true for most people).
I suggest that you take some time right around the end of your school year to make your own list. It should include positive impacts you had on students but also any other successes you've had. I think you'll find that once you force yourself to start, you'll have many more accomplishments to be proud of than you thought beforehand.
What might this look like? Here are some items I included in lists from my first two years in the classroom:
Good Things I Accomplished in 2003-2004
- Improvement in classwork and behavior of... [I listed specific student names and realized that I had quite a long list!]
- Building strong bonds with students outside the classroom- [Again, once I started listing students it was hard to stop!]
- Keeping the pressure on my ESL students to do well by going to [the campus ESL coordinator] for help
- Keeping the pressure on my CMC kids to do well by meeting with Sp. Ed. teachers regularly
- Being able to keep up with the quick curriculum pace and still help them do well on their nonstop ridiculous tests
- Improving my classroom management--calling parents, writing referrals, not letting kids get away with whatever they want. "Lockdown" was a great idea for 8th, but dealing with individual students would in retrospect have been better
- Figuring out how to do this job without (or perhaps even while) going crazy!
- My dedication to what's best for my students, not for the administration!
- 76% passing the TAKS, including many surprises. We improved on every benchmark!
- Proficient & Exceeds on PDAS
- Creating a classroom where disrespect is not allowed, handling classroom management as best I can
- Early success of brilliant students like [another long list of amazing kids]
- Calling parents about discipline and failing grades more than ever.
- Not allowing any student to be directly disrespectful to me; not letting things go like I did last year, but not letting it get me upset
- Getting 2nd, 7th and 8th under control
- Mi espanol esta mejorando!
- Making the kids not doing classwork sign contracts to do their work, and making sure they come during lunch every day to finish it.
- My idea for academies after benchmarks was picked up by the administration.
- My idea to pool the history department's money to buy an LCD projector worked out.
- Starting lunch detention earlier this year and enforcing it without any help from the cluster.
- Reaching out to students in alternative [I spent a lot of time heading over to the district AEP to visit students who were sent there.]
- Using the lessons from Teaching with Love & Logic correctly and successfully.
- Continuing to fight for students who the other teachers have written off and refuse to make any modifications for them. I'm trying to change lives and they're worried about their own petty concerns. What the [heck] do your TEKS matter if this student crashes and burns next year, drops out, gets in trouble with drugs, crime or worse? "You just have to do the work exactly like everybody else." Why? Because everyone learns in exactly the same way, and you're God's gift to teaching? It flies in the face of everything I've ever been taught. Why do we only make adjustments for those the school officially designates as in need? [Obviously I was thinking about one student in particular here, but it certainly could have applied to many others.]
- Improving the ease of make-up work through assignment folders, an example binder for non-notebook assignments, and occasional class progress reports
- 83% TAKS passing rate with a higher standard and a more challenging group
- Used the mobile lab this year
- Improved at making more purposeful graphic organizers and utilizing pre, during and post-reading strategies for readings, skits, movies, etc
Do you use a helpful reflection exercise at the end of the school year? I'd love to hear about it in the comments.
4 comments:
this is great advice. i am just home from our last day and plan to do this (and share your idea) right now! thank you!!
@maestraht Jen Hasler Troutman (didn't intend to be anonymous) thanks again!!
Hi! I just completed my student-teaching this May and am gearing up to be a first-year teacher this year!
I noticed on your list was "building strong bonds with students outside of school"
I am a natural at forming bonds with people and making a positive difference in their lives. Student-teaching in a "rough" school confirmed what I already knew about myself. I formed relationships with the students that my mentor-teacher struggled to reach all year.
Why, then, is there so much conflicting information out there (in my observation) about forming bonds with our students? I had one professor say "Never, ever, ever be their friend." I understand the fine line that exists. I'm certainly no push-over or medler --I have no interest in being one among the students.
I guess it's just depends on how people define "friend." I know for me, being a "friend" in the way that I define it will make me an effective teacher. I know I won't be great my first year, but in time I will be :)
Vashelle, there's a reason I used the words "bonds" and not friendships. What I'm talking about is building a relationship where the students trusts, respects and understands that you have their best interests at heart with whatever you ask them to do.
It means, for example, that you go to their extracurricular activities once and a while to show your support of them as a person. It means you're actually aware of the things they are interested in in and out of school because K-12 students don't respond well to be treated like anonymous student ID numbers as they are often in college. It means you make positive phone calls home instead of just ones about problems. It means that you look out for them and try to help them when you can, or connect them with somebody who can. It can also be as simple as giving them some tape or markers so they can work on a project for another class.
Do any of those things sound like being a friend? I wouldn't tell you to be their friend either. While the things I'm suggesting won't work for everyone, certainly some of them can. Even if you're all about your classroom and the work you do inside of it exclusively, you still have to make the work relevant to their lives, even if that's just showing them what the payoff will be later on. You would still be building bonds that would make a student say, "Mr. D cares about my success. He makes us work hard because it's going to prepare me for a better future."
I think what you're refering to is that you don't want to be their friend who's not going to hold them accountable for their work or behavior, who's going to allow inappropriate things to happen, or who might show favoritism towards a certain student or students. That is certainly something I would also caution you to avoid.
I hope this helps clarify things.
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